On the night of the new moon, the little temple by the river stood in
darkness. A single old woman came with one small clay lamp, its flame
cupped against the wind.
Long ago, a teacher had given her the secret teaching — the one Krishna
called the most precious of all. She had carried it in her heart for
fifty years. And every evening, she came to the temple and shared it,
softly, with whoever came to love the Lord.
Tonight a young man knelt at the back, lost and grieving. He had heard she
knew something that gave people peace.
The old woman did not lecture him. She simply sat beside him and, in a
voice worn smooth by years of love, she told him the secret — gently, the
way you hand someone a lit lamp. She told it not to seem wise, but because
her heart overflowed with love for Krishna and could not help but spill.
As she spoke, the young man's grief loosened. Something in him steadied,
the way a boat steadies when it finds its anchor. When she finished, he
had tears in his eyes, but they were good tears now.
"How can I ever repay you?" he whispered.
"You cannot," she smiled. "And you do not need to. The teaching was never
mine to keep. It was given to me with love, so I give it with love. That
is all."
Later, walking home along the dark riverbank, she thought of something her
own teacher had told her: that the one who shares this supreme secret with
other lovers of the Lord, sharing it from the highest love, not for
praise or reward, that one comes to the Lord without any doubt at all.
She looked at her little clay lamp. It had lit a hundred other lamps over
the years, and its own flame had never grown smaller. If anything, the
whole riverbank glowed brighter for it.
"That is how love works," she murmured to the night. "You give it away,
and you find you are walking home." And the river carried her quiet words
out toward the sea.