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Chapter 18 · Verse 60
🪈 Krishna speaks
Illustration for Chapter 18, Verse 60

स्वभावजेन कौन्तेय निबद्धः स्वेन कर्मणा। कर्तुं नेच्छसि यन्मोहात्करिष्यस्यवशोऽपि तत्॥

svabhāvajena kaunteya nibaddhaḥ svena karmaṇā | kartuṁ necchasi yanmohātkariṣyasyavaśo'pi tat ||

Word by Word 14 words
स्वभावजेन
sva own bhū to be, to become bhāva state, nature jan to be born svabhāvaja born of one's own nature

born of your own nature, springing from how you are made

कौन्तेय
kuntī Kunti kaunteya son of Kunti

O son of Kunti — a name for Arjuna

निबद्धः
ni down bandh to bind, to tie

bound, tied, held fast

स्वेन
sva own

by your own

कर्मणा
kṛ to do, to act karman action, work

by action, by work

कर्तुम्
kṛ to do

to do

na not

not

इच्छसि
iṣ to wish, to desire

you wish, you want

यत्
yad which, that which

that which, what

मोहात्
muh to be confused, to be deluded moha delusion, confusion

out of delusion, from confusion

करिष्यसि
kṛ to do

you will do

अवशः
a not vaś to control, to have power avaśa helpless, not in control

helpless, against your will, with no choice

अपि
api even, also

even, also

तत्
tad that

that, that very thing

spells it out plainly for . You are tied to your own kind of work by the nature you were born with. The very thing you are now refusing to do, because confusion has clouded your eyes, you will end up doing it anyway, helplessly, because your nature will leave you no other path. Far better, then, to step toward your true work with open eyes and a willing heart, than to be dragged into it later, blind and unwilling.

कथा

Aarav and the Drawings He Kept Hiding

An original story

Aarav had decided he was done with drawing.

The other boys in the village played cricket and mended nets and talked about boats, and not one of them sat scribbling in a notebook the way he did. So one afternoon he pushed his pencils and his battered sketchbook to the very back of a drawer and told himself, firmly, "I'm finished. I won't draw anymore. I'll be normal like everyone else."

For three days he tried.

On the first day, waiting for the fishing boats, he found a stick in his hand and a perfect little crab scratched into the wet sand before he even knew he was doing it. He rubbed it out fast and looked around, hoping no one had seen.

On the second day, sitting in class, the edge of his notebook page filled up with the curling lines of a wave and a gull, while the teacher talked about something else entirely.

On the third day Dadu found him in the dark of the back room, the drawer open, the sketchbook out, drawing the lamp flame by its own light.

Aarav froze, caught. "I keep telling myself to stop," he admitted miserably. "I don't want to be the strange one. But my hand just — it does it on its own. I can't seem to stop."

Dadu pulled up a stool and looked at the drawing — the flame caught so well you could almost feel its warmth. "Why are you fighting it, my boy?"

"Because it's not what the others do."

"The others are not you," Dadu said gently. "This is how you are made. You can spend your whole life shoving it into a drawer and feeling ashamed every time it sneaks back out — and it will sneak back out, again and again, because it is yours. Or —" he tapped the open sketchbook, "— you can stop hiding, pick up the pencil on purpose, and become as good at it as you can be. You don't get to choose whether you are an artist, Aarav. You only get to choose whether you are a hiding one or a happy one."

Aarav looked at the flame on the page, then at the real flame, and for the first time in three days he stopped feeling like he had to apologise for it.

चिन्तनम्

Is there something about you that keeps showing up no matter how hard you try to push it down? What might change if you stopped hiding it and started practising it on purpose?