Just past the edge of Puri, where the lanes turned to dirt tracks and the
smell of the sea gave way to the smell of mud and green growing things,
there was a paddy field. And in it, most mornings, stood Hari Uncle.
Dadu took Aarav there the very next day.
The field was a wide square of glittering water and brilliant green
shoots, bordered by little walls of packed earth. Hari Uncle was rolling
up his dhoti, about to wade in. He was a broad, sunburnt man with a laugh
like a drum.
"Aarav has a question," Dadu announced, settling onto the low mud wall.
"About fields."
Hari Uncle straightened up, delighted. "Then he has come to the right
man! Ask, ask."
Aarav looked at the shimmering green. "Is this field always the same?"
"Ha! Never the same two days running." Hari Uncle swept his arm across it.
"In the dry months it is cracked brown earth, hard as stone. Then the
rains come and it is a lake. Then I plough it, and it is black mud. Then I
plant, and look — green needles poking up. Soon it will be tall as your
waist, then golden, then cut and bare again. Round and round, season
after season. This field is *always* changing, little one."
Dadu caught Aarav's eye and gave the smallest nod.
"And you, Hari Uncle?" Aarav asked slowly. "Do *you* change with it?"
Hari Uncle laughed his drum-laugh. "Me? I get older, sure. But I am the
same Hari who planted this field thirty years ago. I *know* this field. I
know its wet corner and its dry corner, I know where the snakes hide and
where the rice grows best. The field changes and changes — but I am the
one who *watches* it change. I am the knower of this field."
Aarav went very still.
Dadu spoke quietly. "This is exactly what Krishna told Arjuna, child. Your
body is a field. It is born small, it grows, it gets hungry and full,
tired and rested, sick and well — always changing, just like Hari Uncle's
paddy. And inside, there is *you* — the one who knows the field, who
watches it change from morning to night. Krishna calls that one the
*knower of the field*."
Aarav looked down at his own arms — his field — and then, somehow, at the
quiet someone looking out through his eyes.
"So I'm not the field," he whispered. "I'm the farmer."
Hari Uncle clapped him on the shoulder with a muddy hand and roared with
laughter. "Now *that*," he said, "is good knowing."