Arjuna had asked to see. He had begged for it, in fact — "Show me Your
true form," he had said, sure that he was ready. Now the seeing had come,
and it was nothing like he had imagined.
The form filled everything. He turned his head to find an edge and could
not. Wherever he looked there were faces — thousands of them, calm and
fierce and laughing and grave, all at once. There were eyes beyond
counting, each one a small sun. Arms reached out in every direction,
holding weapons, holding flowers, holding worlds. Legs like pillars
vanished into the deep below. And the mouths — the great gleaming mouths,
rimmed with rows of fangs — opened and closed like the breathing of
something older than time.
A human heart is made to hold human-sized things. A friend's face. A
chariot. A river you can swim across. But this was the whole universe wearing
a single body, and Arjuna's heart strained against it the way your eyes
strain when you try to look straight at the sun.
He looked down at the gods and beings he had seen a moment before, the
Rudras and Adityas and all the bright crowds of heaven. They were not
only amazed now. They were trembling, swaying like trees in a great wind,
overwhelmed by the very thing they had come to worship.
"If even they are shaking," Arjuna thought, "then I need not pretend to be
braver than the gods."
So he said it plainly, the way an honest person says a hard true thing.
"O mighty-armed Krishna — seeing this immense form of countless mouths and
eyes and arms, with its rows of terrible fangs, all the worlds are
trembling. And I am trembling too."
There was no shame in his voice. To be small before something vast
is not weakness. It is the beginning of understanding how vast it really is.