Arjuna tried to do what he always did when something was too big to
understand: he tried to measure it.
When he stood before a mountain, his eyes climbed it from base to peak.
When he looked at the sea, he searched for the far shore. His mind liked
to find the edges of things: the top, the bottom, the start, the finish.
That was how he made sense of the world.
So now he tried to measure the form in front of him.
He looked for the arms — and lost count. Arm beyond arm beyond arm,
some lifting, some lowering, some holding weapons that flashed like
lightning, spreading out in every direction farther than his eyes could
travel. He looked for the faces — and there were faces everywhere he
turned, faces above faces, eyes beyond eyes, so many that they were like
stars on a clear night, too many to ever number.
"Let me at least find where it ends," Arjuna thought, and he sent his
gaze out as far as it would go, to the very rim of the vision.
But there was no rim. Wherever he looked there was more — more form,
more light, more world, going on and on without any wall to stop it.
"Then let me find the middle," he thought, "or the beginning." But how
do you find the middle of something with no edges? How do you find where
something starts, when it stretches back forever in every direction?
And Arjuna understood, with a shiver, that he was trying to measure the
immeasurable. This form had no beginning, because it had always been.
It had no end, because it would never cease. It had no middle, because
you can only have a middle when you have two ends to be between.
His little measuring mind, so good at mountains and seas, simply ran
out of room.
"O Lord of the universe," he breathed, "O You whose very body is the
universe — I cannot find Your edges. There are none. You are without
beginning, without middle, without end."