For a long moment after Krishna stopped speaking, Arjuna said nothing at
all.
The two armies waited on the great field of Kurukshetra, banners hanging
in the still morning air, a million eyes fixed on the small chariot
between the two hosts. But Arjuna had forgotten the armies. He had
forgotten the coming war. He was looking at his charioteer — his cousin,
his lifelong friend, the dark-skinned cowherd-prince who had grown up
racing him through the forests of their boyhood — and seeing him, truly
seeing him, for the first time.
Krishna had just told him: I am the source of all; from Me everything
flows. And something in those words had finally fitted together every
strange and wonderful thing Arjuna had felt that day. The friend who held
his reins was not only a friend. He was the spring behind the river of all
things.
Arjuna's bow Gandiva slid from his hands and rested in the chariot. Slowly
he stood. His knees were unsteady. He brought his palms together before
his chest, the way one does only before what is utterly holy, and bowed
his head.
"You are the Supreme Brahman," he said, and his voice shook. "The highest
reality, behind and above everything that is. You are the supreme home —
the place all things rest in and return to. You are the supreme purifier,
that washes every heart clean."
He looked up. Krishna sat quietly, the peacock feather stirring at his
brow, listening.
"You are the eternal Person," Arjuna went on, the words coming faster now,
pouring out like the silk of Draupadi's endless sari. "The shining one,
the divine one. You are the first God of all the gods — there was no god
before you. You were never born, for you are the one from whom birth
itself comes. And you are everywhere, all at once, filling all the worlds."
The wind picked up. The banners stirred. And Arjuna stood with folded
hands in his war-chariot, no longer a frightened soldier but a son
gazing up at the boundless thing he had somehow, all his life, called
friend.