The tide was going out.
Aarav sat on the warm steps of the ghat at Puri, watching the
Bay of Bengal pull itself slowly back from the sand. Where there
had been waves an hour ago, there was now wet brown beach, dotted
with little holes where crabs had ducked underground. A stranded
starfish lay glistening. A fishing boat that had floated this
morning now leaned on its side, beached.
Dadu lowered himself onto the step beside him, his old knees
creaking like the boat's timbers. He had been a fisherman his
whole life, and he read the sea the way other people read faces.
"It's leaving," Aarav said, a little sadly. "All of it. Look — the
boat's stuck."
"Wait," said Dadu.
So they waited. The sun slid lower. And after a while Aarav
noticed the line of foam wasn't retreating anymore. It paused. Then,
so gently he almost missed it, the first wave crept forward again.
Then another, a little further. The crab-holes flooded. The
starfish lifted and was carried off. The leaning boat shivered, and
slowly, slowly, floated upright once more.
"It's coming back," Aarav breathed.
"It always comes back," said Dadu. "Out and in. Out and in. The sea
has been breathing like this since long before you were born, and
it will breathe long after. Twice a day, every day, all the way back
to the beginning of the world."
Aarav watched the water fill the beach again. "Does it ever get to
decide? To just stay in, or stay out?"
Dadu laughed softly. "No. The moon pulls it. The sea has no choice.
It can't say, 'I'm tired today, I'll skip a tide.' Out it goes, in
it comes, helpless as a leaf in a stream."
He pointed past the breakers, to where the sea grew dark and huge
and went on past seeing.
"Krishna told Arjuna a secret like this," Dadu said. "He said all
the worlds, all the beings, breathe out and in just like the tide.
They come into being. They live a while. They dissolve away into
the unseen. And then — day after great cosmic day — they come
streaming back. Again and again, helplessly, turning like a wheel
too big for us to see the edges of."
Aarav leaned his head against his grandfather's shoulder and
watched the tide come home. Out and in. Born and gone and born
again. Everything, even the worlds, breathing like this.