The monsoon had washed the sky clean, and in the courtyard beside the
Shrinathji temple in Nathdwara, the priests had hung a great flower-decked
swing for the festival. Meera could not wait. She climbed onto the wooden
seat, gripped the thick rope, and pushed off.
Up she soared — and oh, it was wonderful. The marble courtyard dropped away
beneath her, the painted temple gate rushed up to meet her, the wind lifted
her plaits straight out behind her. At the very top she felt like a bird,
light and laughing.
Then down. Her stomach lurched. The ground swung up too fast and her hands
clamped the rope so hard the fibres bit her palms. For one breath she was
sure she would fall, and a cold thread of fear ran through her.
Up again — joy. Down again — fright. Up, down, up, down. Loving the high,
dreading the low. By the time the swing slowed, Meera felt strangely tired,
as if the back-and-forth had wrung something out of her.
Dadaji was sitting in the shade of the courtyard wall, his paint-stained
fingers resting on his knees, watching her with a smile. She hopped off and
flopped down beside him.
"Dadaji, the swing is the best thing and the scariest thing at the same time."
"Yes," he said. "And do you know, that swing is the whole world in one rope."
She looked at him sideways. "What do you mean?"
He pointed at her with his chin. "All your life, beta, two hands will push
you back and forth like that. One is called Wanting. The other is called
Not-Wanting. You will love this and hate that. You will chase the sweet and
run from the bitter. Hot, cold. Praise, blame. Winning, losing. Up, down."
He swung his hand gently to and fro. "Every person who has ever been born
gets rocked between these two. That is just how the swing of life is built."
Meera watched the empty swing sway, slower and slower, until at last it hung
perfectly still in the middle.
"But look," Dadaji said softly. "When it stops pushing and stops pulling, it
rests right in the centre. That stillness — that is the quiet place inside us,
behind all the wanting and the fearing. The Gita says the peaceful heart
learns to live there, in the still centre, while the swing keeps swinging."
Meera looked at the motionless swing for a long moment. Then she reached up
and, very gently, set it rocking again.